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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 18, 2009 1:59:37 GMT -5
no one has to be with me. how can that even be my fault? and you don't even know the half of it.
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Post by savannah munroe on Aug 18, 2009 2:01:07 GMT -5
you make it hard to not want to. and then you ruin everything. i don't expect you to tell me.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 18, 2009 2:03:15 GMT -5
maybe i should wear a paper back over my head and stay at home. oh, wait, i can't. because then i'd have to watch my dad beat the shit out of my mom. no big deal though, it's been going on for all my life.
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Post by savannah munroe on Aug 18, 2009 2:04:31 GMT -5
beau.. i didn't.. oh my god..
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 18, 2009 2:05:58 GMT -5
i know. and i didn't want to tell you. but it had to be said.
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Post by savannah munroe on Aug 18, 2009 2:08:07 GMT -5
i'm sorry. i'm sorry you have to be put through that.. but, shouldn't that make you want to change? you're doing the same exact thing to other girls. you don't need to be like him.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 18, 2009 2:09:22 GMT -5
she always says she's going to leave. and i don't want her to, because i need her there. i can't be left alone with him. and every time he hits her, she stays. that's all i know, it's all i've ever known. it's my first reaction.
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Post by savannah munroe on Aug 18, 2009 2:12:42 GMT -5
you don't deserve this.. no matter how fucking pissed i am at you. she stays because she's scared, beau! it may be all you've ever known, but you can change that. do you really want a girl to stay with you because she's scared shitless of you?
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 18, 2009 2:15:50 GMT -5
no one does, but i've got it, so i've got to deal with it. i'm just stripping down the story for you, i won't go into details. maybe she's scared, maybe she's hurt, but the point is that she didn't leave. i don't want to be left either. i hate that he hits her, and i hate myself when i hurt someone, but i want to make them stay. i don't even know anymore. the point is, i don't need a lecture from you about zara.
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Post by savannah munroe on Aug 18, 2009 2:18:25 GMT -5
you want to make them stay, but why would they want to leave anyway? if you never did this, why would anyone leave you, beau? they wouldn't. maybe you do need a lecture. because you obviously can't sort out your thoughts and how much this is unnecessary.
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