ungodly hour .,

[lisette kostos]

^{dont be. i can see why you would. but still, zara. this is bad for you. even if you do love him, the best thing for you to do is leave him. wait until he gets his shit together.}

[/sup][/justify]

[zara montes]

^{i don't know. maybe you're right. but just don't think i can.}

[lisette kostos]

^{i am right. it's what... it's what's best. you have to try, zara. you dont deserve this.}

[/sup][/justify]

[zara montes]

^{maybe i do.}

[lisette kostos]

^{dont you dare even think that, zara rosalinda}

[/sup][/justify]

[zara montes]

^{but it's true. it's my fault i get in his way or i forget to call. i just need to learn to be better.}

[lisette kostos]

^{and what about all the other times that happens with any of your other friends? or past boyfriends? they never fucking hit you for it, zara. you're doing nothing wrong.}

[/sup][/justify]

[zara montes]

^{i know. i didn't want to believe that he did it before, but i don't know. i.. it's so hard. i don't want to leave him. i just wish he would change.}

[lisette kostos]

^{well, he did, alright? that's the full, nasty truth. i know you dont, but it's something you might need to do, because i dont think he is going to change. he has no hold on this.}

[/sup][/justify]

[zara montes]

^{maybe i do need to, but it doesn't matter. because i can't. you don't know that. he could change. anyone can change.}