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Post by lisette kostos on Aug 20, 2009 18:26:37 GMT -5
then go. what's holding you back?
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 21, 2009 14:58:12 GMT -5
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Post by lisette kostos on Aug 21, 2009 17:23:06 GMT -5
I don't want to hold you back. I'm sure zara doesn't either. if this is what you need, then you should go.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 21, 2009 20:09:10 GMT -5
i may never come back.
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Post by lisette kostos on Aug 21, 2009 22:57:15 GMT -5
then don't. we can always go to you. you need this. you need time to fix yourself.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 25, 2009 3:50:09 GMT -5
i'm not a fucking toy.
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Post by lisette kostos on Aug 25, 2009 8:25:45 GMT -5
I know you aren't. but you're broken anyway. beau, you hurt. admit it. and you hate this situation. you hate what you do, what you're father does. so fix it. because if you don't, one of these times you raise a finger the damage is going to be irreparable. I know you. I know you can be better than this.
and beau, answer me this: what happens as you grow older and you have a child? you hate your father for what he does, and yet... you're going to shape up to be the exact same way, and make your child exactly like you, if you don't stop now. I know you can, zara knows. you can.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 25, 2009 12:58:18 GMT -5
don't give me that bullshit. i'm fucked up, and people still come to me. that's not my fault. i don't need to be told this over and over again. if you don't like it, then don't be around me. it's not something i can turn on and off like a light switch, otherwise i would have never done anything against you.
very funny. so you think you've won now, don't you? i don't have anything else to say to you.
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Post by lisette kostos on Aug 25, 2009 20:43:09 GMT -5
people still come to you because you show them something totally different. you show them a part of you that everyone loves, everyone adores. if it isn't like a light switch, then how in the hell do you go from charming and adored to angry and feared in the blink of an eye? i know you wouldn't have... i just... i'm sorry. i know you dont need me harassing you.
i dont think i've one won anything. beau... i'll leave you alone, if that's what you want. or at least, i'll try.
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Post by beau wilkerson on Aug 25, 2009 22:02:46 GMT -5
damnit, lisette. that's the person i could have been, under different circumstances. there's also the flip side that i have, and it's out of my control. you're not harassing me, you're caring - i'm just not used to it.
i don't know what i want anymore.
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